I have a crush on a boy at school. yea big surprise. He used to like me. I don’t know if he still does, but my friend told me he did so I’m not exactly sure.

Basically my heart sort of goes warm and i get giddy when I see him but I hide all of this and act like we are just friends. 

I hope he still likes me.

I hope he doesn’t leave for college.

I had a crush on the boy who was sitting next to me on the flight back from London. I came alone and I felt different. But indifferent because I was still the same cowardly person. Every time the air hostess came he asked for milk, but he said it in a strange way. He’d say it like ‘milk’ but the ‘k’ sound at the end was from the back of his mouth so it was heavy. 

Anyway. He asked me for a pen to fill his customs form out and I only had one that barely worked but I gave it to him anyway. He returned it with a thank you, and I gave him the awkward nod of ‘yeah sure’

His profile looked like Brad Pitt’s and when he looked at me I realised I was way off.